365悶圄岷殴_天巖鵜誘廣利#

夕頭

夕頭

哂Z

伎孵からの畯遏△修靴鈍M晒

2023.09.30

社屓僥何社屓Ug僥親3定
O.C.さん

Recovery from setbacks, and evolution

 I have devoted myself to classical ballet for 18 years since I was 3 years old. I practice seven days a week without taking a single day off.
 I was forced to give up my long-term study abroad plans and dream of becoming a professional ballerina. Instead, I prioritized high school.
 You can't become a professional ballerina if you don't study abroad for a long time before entering high school at the latest. So I was forced to make important life decisions at a young age. (Why did you decide to choose high school over studying ballet professionally abroad?)
 Dreaming of becoming a ballerina, I practiced 24/7, participated in competitions every month to train myself, and I went to study abroad on scholarships in three countries. This renunciation decision to forgo my dream to study to be a professional ballerina was hopeless and really painful at the time.
 Synchronous students study abroad and are in a position to see off from Japan every time. "Have a nice day! I'm rooting for you from Japan!" I cheered for them but also cried in my heart every time. No matter how much I cry, the pain won't go away, and the tears won't stop.
In high school, I had a chance to perform in my favorite ballet while struggling with this pain. I grabbed the chance to compete in and win the top prize at an audition the competition, performed in the lead role in the ballet performance recital.
When I was in college, I was pretty limited. Because I love ballet, the more I do it, the more painful it becomes. I couldn't give up on dancing, so I started looking for something that would allow me to become a professional dancer, and I challenged myself to participate in competitive dance.
 But I ended up going to ballet performances so often that there was always ballet music playing in my room.
 Some time in the winter of my 3rd year, at a competitive dance ???, I received an offer to become a ^professional. ̄ It was a chance that I wanted so much.
As a result, the internal conflicts and regrets regarding ballet that spanned seven years disappeared were digested. I was able to be honest with myself, and I knew that I wanted to study ballet. Then, I decided to cast aside my doubts and regrets. I gathered the courage and made the decision to make a full return to ballet.
I was guided by the following principles:
¢ There is more than one choice.
¢ Seek the maximum result toward the goal and maximize the effort.
 In these past 7 years, I was frustrated, my rival at the time corrected the course of his dream, faced himself, and began to move forward. Now that we met again, I was leading two steps and three steps Now, I am able to move step by step towards my dream.
 I will never forget this moment of my life.
 There is scenery that can only be seen and situations that can only be experienced after pushing yourself to your limits. It will take you to the next stage. That's why I'm going to pursue the path I believe is meant for me, with passion and without compromising.

伎孵からの畯遏△修靴鈍M晒

暴は3rのrにバレエに竃氏った。
寄氏には8rのから竃ていて、定に20指ほど械に徭蛍徭附と蕕廠囑にいた。
バレエの弊順そして椰gの弊順に帆砲気譴燭里癲▲丱譽蟋`ナを崗したのもこの。

Wくとも互丕秘僥念にL豚g藻僥しなければプロのバレリ`ナにはなれない。暴は嘛いに繁伏の嶷勣なQ僅を独られていた。
嶄僥怱Iのr泣で、M僥をして圀しいとうIHを兀し俳れず、L豚藻僥とバレエの祇を僅廷。
バレリ`ナになることをて、24 rg 365 晩し、惟造隆鷸瓩乏して徭失冩をeみ、X僥署で 3 カ忽に藻僥した。プロになる蕕X僥署を誼ようと、寄氏やオ`ディションをBってきた徭蛍にとって、そしてまだバレエしか岑らずバレエが畠てだった暴にとって、この竃栖並は云輝に朕の念を寔っ圧にするくらい~李議だった。

互丕r旗はその乞儲と蕕い覆らも適薦した。
揖豚は今翌へ唾羨ち、暴は械に^晩云から鮅しているよ,い辰討蕕辰靴磴ぃ 韻煩圓α。輝rは日いても日いても峭まらない孜し罎鮑龍箸眩した´スタジオから僕るこの鵬gが1桑逗しかった。

それでも互丕r旗も、バレエに畠薦で屎中から鬚栽った。
寄僥伏r旗はかなり渊腓世辰拭バレエが寄挫きなのに、もう匐わない瑤略Fgと鬚栽いながら寄挫きなバレエを啝ることは、やればやるほど仭くなっていった。ダンスをBめきれなかった暴は、プロのダンサ`になれる採かを冥し兵め、室ダンスに薬蕕靴拭
しかし、`う室に附したのにもvわらず、肋さえあればバレエの巷處にl訓に佩き、何塁には械にバレエの咄Sが送れていた。

寄僥での芙住ダンスライフ、、、
どんなにBっても、ペアがつからなければ寄氏に歌紗できず、すべての適薦がojになってしまうプレッシャ`とのLい。この逗廠でのUYは、徭蛍の繁伏の嶄で貧了に秘るほど逗困靴拭それでもバレエでの孜しさをoくすために、そして採としても"啝り"の蛍勸でプロになるために、鞍妝rg除くのをしていた。バレエの祐みから朕をそらすためにBっていたと房う。そして、ここでえた般塚薦は、書は云輝に措いUYだった。

そして2023の1埖には、室ダンスにてプロのスカウトを2周けた。そのrに、バレエでの孜しさも弼?な欒屬舛鵑錣譟∪箴欧没垠屬欒屬舛範鬚栽うことができた。そしてそのr、バレエでの孜しさは、麿の室ではなくバレエで瘁孜がoくなるまで匯伏卉適薦することでしかQ彭はつかないと湖じた。そしてその枠には`う尚弼がえるのではないかとも湖じた。暴は痴わず岷ぐにバレエに頼畠「した。

暴は肝の縮を僥んだ。

¢徭蛍で徭蛍の渊、鯢呂欧襦是yはF壓の暴の渊、離汽ぅ鵝\り埆えれば、まだ岑らぬ仟しい尚弼がえる。
¢勸を倭めると麿のチャンスを毛す。房深を悲に。そして勸をレげる蕕離▲ションをeみ嶷ねる。
¢@Aは薦なり、UYは薦なり。

暴は械に乞儲していた寄僥伏試でした。罎g表送しました。でもそのすべてが措いUYになり、暴のベ`スになっているととてもg湖しています。徭蛍徭附の嶄の訊伽伉にだけは~にけないでください,気◆嚥えられた殆這らしい繁伏を瘁孜なく丹しましょう

措きライバルで措きH嗔に湖xと恊彰をzめて。